Why are we still here?

This part of the comment section needs to be made into an article of its own:

“Since S.K. has been dead for a while why is existence of this place being prolonged?”

Because the contractually agreed time has not yet expired. Sanat Kumar’s life is in no way bound to the existence of this place; it’s maintained by the Jewel, according to the will of God expressed in the original contract. Believe me, I tried to shut it down in so many ways. For instance, I tried to revoke the contract by stating that his permissions were authorised on fraudulent grounds, meaning that he didn’t intend to do what he stated, but this argument was not accepted since Sentinel was aware of his intent and nature and approved the contract regardless, and since he had authority given to him by God, none can dispute it.
I also tried to revoke the contract, based upon the premise that since all original “signatories” are dead, it ought to be dissolved. This was also rejected, based upon the fact that the authority of the contract stems from the word of God, and not from either of the signatories.
Furthermore, I tried to argue that the foremost principle beneath anything is not the word of God, but dharma, meaning alignment with the inner nature of God, and this entire thing is fundamentally adharmic and should be dissolved on the grounds where things that are inherently opposed to the nature of God should not be allowed to exist. This was also rejected on grounds that although God in His nature of sat-cit-ananda is indeed the supreme principle upon which everything is to be built lest it crumble into non-being, existence of things opposed to God is not forbidden; it is just a bad idea and very much discouraged, because it can lead to terrible disasters such as this one. The terrible consequences, however, will not be denied to those who choose against God, and saving them would invalidate choice and freedom which are inherent to the nature of the soul. So, albeit this place is indeed a terrible nightmare opposed to God to the point where it would simply not exist were it even a bit worse, its existence is temporarily allowed, because eternity in God, salvation and blissful fulfilment are not obligatory, nor can they be imposed. This implies that terrible suffering, perdition and ruin are a viable alternative and can be chosen.
I used other arguments as well, but I was essentially told that God was smart enough to limit the existence of this dark pit of doom by imposing a termination date, and many other measures were put in place in order to assure orderly termination with the least possible amount of harm, and foremost of those measures is my incarnation here.

As a post scriptum, there’s something I’d like to add.

This is not a fucking game. God is not your daddy. There is no safety net. Nobody is going to undo your bad choices to reset the situation if you really badly fuck up. The consequences are real. Yes, this world is not ultimately real; it’s a virtual reality, or a simulation, or a holodeck, whatever you want to call it, but there’s one misconception I’d like to dispel. There’s a sanskrit word lila, which is usually translated as either game or pastime. Some religious schools like to say that this world is lila, God’s game or something. The implication is that you’re safe, it’s only a game, everything gets reset to the initial state afterwards, doesn’t matter what you do or what is done to you, it ultimately doesn’t matter.

This is completely and utterly wrong. Everything you do here absolutely matters, and it will determine the nature of your soul and your destiny. You can die here, permanently, without possibility of rebirth; your soul can be destroyed and absorbed into this place, and used as bait to attract other fools, and energy to power its binding mechanisms. You can commit sins here that will cripple your soul or destroy it outright. You can also become spiritually stronger and attain higher initiation, perhaps faster than anywhere else, and this is the bait Sanat Kumar used to attract souls here. The promise of evolution is real. However, what he didn’t say is that the price for that is extreme spiritual hazard. You can get destroyed here much faster and easier than anywhere else. You can commit terrible sin here easier than anywhere else. Also, the probability of spiritual achievement is very slim, while the probability of death and perdition is exceedingly great. You can argue that this is a game, but it’s a game where you can shoot with live ammunition at your family and friends while being deluded into thinking you’re using blanks and paintballs. Actual souls are getting butchered here. I’ve seen their parts recycled into the system. It’s not a theory to me.

You are having your memory suppressed, and you are having your spiritual insight suppressed. This means you essentially don’t know what you’re doing here. Think very carefully about this, because it means you can be deluded into committing acts you would otherwise never do, and the consequences will be both real and devastating. It means you can sin against God while thinking you’re serving Him. You might not survive this fact once you’re out and you see what you’ve done. Case in point people who spat at Jesus and ridiculed him. They thought they did a good or harmless thing, turned out they were fucked. Think they could forgive themselves “because they knew not what they were doing”? Yeah, as much as you could forgive yourself for killing a family member because you thought they were a burglar. You didn’t know what you were doing, but tough shit, you didn’t care to check, you’re fucked.

This is a virtual world. It’s not a game. Souls die here. We are all in mortal danger until it permanently ends, and even then the consequences will persist.

8 thoughts on “Why are we still here?

  1. Since I have problems with the nastiness set by SK, I followed your observations and actions and, of course, I am reacting because SK's program does not stop attacking on its own.

    Assuming we have scripts that attack specifically targeted individuals (leaving aside other situations), which are given as a set of instructions conditioning a certain environment or space and are executed by the Jewel instructed by SK. Such a "THING" is therefore persistent and blunt, set and unrelenting. Let's also say that SK has declared or masked such instructions as "tests" on individuals so that the Jewel is obliged to carry them out. Furthermore, let's assume that it's not just one line of harassment but multiple parallel lines conducted through subordinate inhabitants of this world.

    Now we come to the point where an individual, in order to stop the harmful instruction which is evidently designed to last indefinitely, must issue such an instruction directly to the Jewel so that the Jewel, before God (being defined and existing in God), ceases to execute the instruction for the situation preprogrammed by SK, detected as necessary for intervention through various sensor networks.

    The Jewel needs to be addressed and: 1) made aware that a violent, evil, adharmic instruction is being carried out and that it must stop immediately, 2) informed that any further execution of the adharmic instruction entails immediate karmic responsibility for the one executing it and all potentially responsible structures that do not respond, 3) informed that the executor instantly loses the integrity and all rights to execute the adharmic instruction.
    Additionally, the Jewel is obliged to carry out the new instruction given to it, provided that it is just.

    Namely, in certain situations, it is not about someone testing you but about someone persistently and thoroughly wanting to destroy you, usually by persistently mistreating (abusing) you to the point of breaking, and then leaving you to "supposedly" destroy yourself with your "own" actions.

    • Some of the scripts can indeed be permanently disabled this way, and I have done so. Basically, if I have sufficient authority over a specific aspect of the system, I can issue an edict declaring injustice of certain action and a script permanently terminates. There are, however, scripts that are inherently bound to the existence of the world and are impossible to terminate prior to the termination of the world itself, and, unfortunately, most if not all remaining ones fit into this category. I tried to talk to the Jewel about terminating this place prematurely and what I got as a response is actually quite interesting, because he behaves as if he knows something he can't say, and all is somehow bound to God's will. Essentially, God knows everything and Sanat Kumar wasn't the only one with plans here, but he absolutely can't reveal anything. Also, he felt terrible while he was forced to execute Sanat Kumar's orders, not only because he knew about all the horrors here, but also because Sanat Kumar was an absolutely disgusting person who always tried to force him to address him as Master, Lord, or something, basically he wanted to be God, and the Jewel knows God very well and felt utmost disgust and contempt for Sanat Kumar, who is God's polar opposite, if anything. We are all fucked here, that's true, but I felt something of Jewel's desire to be back with God, and this is very strong and pure, and I'd say we can hardly imagine what he had to witness and suffer through.

      • I made a big mistake in my previous statement.

        I have always addressed and called out the script itself, not the Jewel.

        After I first called out the script and ordered it to stop executing, it responded, calmed down, and seemed to be working. But it took some time (a few repeated events) and re-established itself, and calling the script itself adharmic no longer worked.

        Then I had to switch to another mode that personally and directly resolves the wild adharmic activities through the current actors, which requires real-time and constant vigilance, which is exhausting, but absolutely acceptable to the psychopath SK, thus playing into his hands (for him, zombies are consumable goods that "self-destruct").

        Since the matter is persistent and exhausting, I have been addressing the script all along and then found a way to encompass and neutralize it more precisely.
        Editing things through the script is far more effective when it comes to a bunch of susceptible zombies that "naturally" follow the rigged, violent script.

        To make the script stop executing, I had to threaten it with karmic responsibility if it continued and broaden the scope to everyone enabling it. I revoked its authorization and gave it a new instruction that must be followed.
        In the end, I handed the matter over to God.
        Only then did the situation calm down concerning the zombies who still frequent the same environment but no longer have the SK special instruction as an imperative. The special instruction was neutralized to a sufficient extent, while the general instructions to which the zombies are attached, as they represent the population of this world, still exist and operate.

        What I originally wanted to say is that it is not easy to stop a complex script in a simple and complete way; it requires precise and therefore extensive instructions. Even this does not mean that the script is permanently disabled, but it can be blocked for a certain period, which is acceptable compared to the hell it creates.

        Regarding the Jewel, I originally wanted to ask if it is possible to harm it (I remember you mentioned earlier that SK horribly abuses it and that it resists as much as it can). However, it is difficult to ask an isolated, flat question without a broader context. The matter might seem like some kind of fantasy or, worse, an unclear direction of events.

        • You have no authority over the system itself, or its scripts, only over yourself, and that only to the extent that you didn't sign off in your contract to incarnate here. So, basically, if a script exceeds its agreed-upon authority, you can rebuke it and tell it to stop, but I know as a fact that people rarely do, even if the scripts go way beyond the pale. Basically, when a script tells you about all the things you did wrong and "proves" it with your own memories, you will hardly think that to be fake and unjust.
          Also, all scripts are not of the same kind. Some are part of the world itself, while some are additional patchwork of code implemented when Sanat Kumar thought the world itself was not bad enough, and he had to implement more rules. The latter group can be revoked if one has sufficient privileges on the system. The former can't – they are here for as long as the world itself endures.

          • „ Basically, when a script tells you about all the things you did wrong and "proves" it with your own memories, you will hardly think that to be fake and unjust.“

            I’ve known about that trick since 2011 when he tried to stop me in that way and discourage me from accusing him of the atrocities he was committing. He presented it as if I hadn't always been completely innocent, exactly as you mentioned, using my own memories and comparisons of fairness. It probably lasted only a few seconds, but it was very cleverly and intimately presented as if it were my own thoughts. I understand that move, I experience it as some sort of organic composition, not just mental knowledge. The scoundrel created an atmosphere of utter hopelessness, like “abandon all hope,” and simultaneously tried to confront me with "my" imperfections, convincing me to give up. But SK has characteristics that are foreign to any decently spiritual being, and such a scene does not align with the intimate approach of an individual to what is called Deity yoga or Yidam. At that moment, I verbally told him that he would suffer for the violence he was committing and that the two things – his violence and the thoughts he was implanting about my mistakes – had absolutely nothing to do with each other. I literally laughed at the pathetic attempt to connect the unconnectable. Namely, if an individual gives up on the right action, only more adharma is created.
            But yes, an extremely subtle distraction is enough and everything would probably go down the drain forever.

            Of course, the scoundrel attacked everything he could down to the level of basic resources. After all, everyone needs to sleep, have some sort of meaningful life, and an environment with which they can share their observations. You can’t really talk about Sanat Kumara, Mara, or the Devil with just anyone. Every now and then, I would call him out for harassing me against my will, that is, for doing things I do not allow, and I would repeat to him that he and all those who allow such developments will pay.

            • God's idea of justice is that you see what you did wrong, reject it and do better the next time, eventually reaching perfection. Sanat Kumar's idea of justice, implemented through those scripts, is that everybody who ever did anything even the tiniest bit wrong needs to be utterly destroyed. Except if they served his purpose, then he's all forgiveness and their victims should play Bodhisattvas and take on their offenders' sins.

  2. Just a comment. You said that you found the remains of great and worthy souls who died here and whose energy was embedded in this world. How did we survive (except You of course)? We certainly had past lives and in those lives various attachments to this world, and probably various sins. In short, how did some valuable souls die, and some, perhaps less valuable, survive?

    • I don't think it's necessarily about worth, as it is about making specific fatal choices. I didn't always see the actual history behind such tragic events, but for the most part, they believed that Sanat Kumar is God and devoted themselves to him. Not necessarily in those words, but "creator of this world", that kind of stuff. He made sure it was a reliable identification and a contract.
      There was more to it, but I'm not sure I can remember much now since I'm being assaulted by all kinds of global scripts and bullshit – stuff that didn't exactly approve of what I revealed. There are those who metaphorically or literally sold their soul for worldly success. Such contracts apparently hold, and I think we can agree that those making them aren't actually blameless, and I'm pretty sure they didn't just make a singular impulsive decision about it. It had to be a trend, with multiple confirmations and everything, and God probably signaled his opinion, but that was probably ignored as "work of the Devil" or something.

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