Vajra in the context of siddhi

There are several obvious questions everybody will want to ask after reading the previous article, the most obvious being the omission of initiation into vajra in the definition of stages of spiritual magnitude, and that was actually intentional, because I omitted things that would increase complexity at the point where I wanted to simplify things for the sake of getting the point across. However, it’s quite a big omission, so I’ll get to it now.

First of all, we need to return to the kalapas themselves, to get the basics straight. As I already mentioned, kalapa is the smallest spiritual particle, the smallest manifestation of sat-cit-ananda in the relative. They have inherent intelligence, reality and blissfulness, if you want to simplify it a step further, but that’s already straying from the clarity of definition and introduces linguistic ambiguities. Enlightenment, too, is a misnomer; it is misunderstood and misinterpreted so much, that the word borders on the useless, but let’s for the sake of argument use it to describe a situation where kalapas, the fundamental soul-particles, aggregate in sufficient quantity, and are in such mutual alignment as to not cancel each other out, as they for the most part do in normal human condition, but produce a strong, coherent light, all of the same “frequency” at once, all pointing at the same direction. Patañjali would speak of waveforms that cease to fluctuate and enter a state where complete clarity is possible, and that is certainly a legitimate interpretation of what’s going on, but that’s not the entirety of what is going on, because, to introduce another analogy with physics, when the kalapas are in a coherent state, and when their quantity is sufficiently large, the repulsive forces between them drop exponentially, in a way very similar to what happens in the core of a star, where the hydrogen atoms are compressed so much that this force overcomes the normal repulsive forces between the particles of the same electric charge, or, as a physicist would put it, it overcomes the Coulomb barrier. This results in nuclear fusion of hydrogen into helium, to simplify things greatly again for the sake of intelligibility. This fundamentally and permanently changes the nature of the physical matter, because the helium thus produced in a stellar core remains stable in all conditions, from stellar core to the cold of space and room temperature. Once the critical conditions for a transformation are achieved, the process cannot be reversed by removing the extreme conditions. There are several even more extreme transformative environments that permanently change matter – a supernova explosion, and the pressures inside a neutron star or a black hole – but let’s, for the sake of clarity, just accept that there are special, extreme circumstances that can permanently change matter, and this change is not reversed once those extremes are no longer present, because that is the analogy I want for the situation with kalapas and the process of initiation into vajra. Vajra is, basically, a different form of a spiritual body that is attained by coherence, compression and “fusion” of kalapas into a form of spiritual mass of different “hardness”, higher “reality” and “density”. The existence of vajra doesn’t introduce any fundamentally new concepts – you still have brahman that is sat-cit-ananda, you have kalapas as the smallest energetic manifestations of sat-cit-ananada in the relative, you have spiritual growth by accretion, by aggregation of kalapas into a greater spiritual entity, due to, if we resort to a poetic description, their “realization” that they are “more God” together than individually. This poetic way of putting things is not at all out of place, because you have to remember that those are not inert material particles, they are inherently spiritual, and they actually feel and reason, on a fundamental level, and this feeling and reasoning is stronger when they are bound together, and this increased feeling, reasoning and self-awareness is a coercive force that binds them together in proportion to its strength, and eventually results in threshold-events such as the collapse of repulsive forces and initiation of the whole mass into vajra.

So, if we now return to our initial classification of spiritual progress as levels of siddhi, it will become clear why I had to omit initiation into vajra for the sake of simplicity, because once I mentioned it, I would have to use different language throughout the definition, and it would probably be for the better, because then it would be difficult for stupid people to think they know what I’m talking about, just because they heard similar words before.

A person who had a spiritual experience, a darshan or a samadhi, is still a “level 0”, or not a siddha at all. It’s not an achievement, it’s an experience. When an experience is transformative in a way that you actually make it your own, act from it and change in ways that are “of God”, that changes your spiritual structure on a kalapa-level, puts it into coherence, unites the incoherent waveforms within the mind into a coherent one, and this is how the most underestimated type of yoga, karma yoga, is the only one that actually produces great achievement, because to put a spiritual state in action is to put your entire being in coherence on a high energy level, not leaving parts behind by entering meditation, and this coherence promotes conditions that eventually result in initiation into vajra, which doesn’t take place at some nice round number in my classification of siddhi, but it has to be more than level 1, because that’s the threshold that promotes the necessary preconditions for the transformation. It becomes both simpler and more complicated later on, because let’s say that on level 2, you become a being that is attaining initiation into God-stuff of even higher density and quality than vajra, and you become capable of wielding vajra with the coerciveness similar to that in which a vajra-being can wield astral substance at will, because vajra can coerce astral in a way analogous to the effect of a powerful magnetic field on a cloud of electrically charged particles. So, this nameless God-stuff coerces and wields vajra as if it were nothing, and not the stuff of enlightenment and virtue, so hard that any kind of “love” and “wisdom” a normal human being can imagine are but a wisp of smoke in comparison. This process of initiation and mastery happens somewhere between siddhi levels 2 and 3. Between levels 3 and 4, your core structure progresses in “hardness” and “density” to the power levels where you wield that previously described nameless God-stuff the way you previously learned to wield vajra. Compared to this, anything a religion can perceive as God is a bug hitting a wind shield; not that it takes anything away from the majesty of Gods, but this analogy is necessary to describe the magnitude of what we are talking about here. Any yes, there is a level 4. 🙂

Anything a human, who isn’t a vajra-initiate, can possibly understand, is level 1 siddhi and below. Stuff above level 1 falls into the category of inconceivably powerful, magnificent and terrible beings generically called angels, demigods or gods. Level 2 or above is that absolute terror Arjuna saw in Krishna’s true form, a power that wields death and destruction, time and space, boundless and limitless and void of any human emotion, and Arjuna at that point shits himself and begs Krishna to show him his human form again because this god-stuff is absolutely terrifying, incomprehensible, vast and deadly. God is not love and kindness. God is not your mother. If you saw God you wouldn’t feel the warm fuzzy feeling of a pampered child. You would shit yourself from sheer terror and, unless you are already an excessively pure and holy being of Arjuna’s magnitude, your soul would disintegrate, because coerciveness of darshan would overpower coerciveness of cohesive forces within your soul.

And yes, beings of all four levels of siddhi can be absolutely and completely human, to the point where you can spit, whip and crucify them. If that doesn’t blow your mind, you probably don’t have any to begin with.

5 thoughts on “Vajra in the context of siddhi

  1. What’s even more mind blowing is the fact those higher levels actually do become humans which gives a glimpse into what kind of hell this world is.
    I mean, being capable of wielding powers infinitely beyond comprehension decides to come here, like … WTF?!

    Btw, last article was a nice and clear “cheat sheet” for terms which I constantly keep forgetting mostly because I don’t understand them. This time however, they brought certain clarity.
    This article, however, confirmed something I have been wondering about and I got the answer but I wasn’t entirely sure if it was real, until you wrote this.
    I wasn’t sure what I need to do to take the next step, I expected some specific practice or act which would lead to initiation.
    So I asked, and the answer was – nothing (in the sense, nothing besides diligently following “the program”) – with an image of incoming “explosion”. At first I thought this “explosion” was something external, but now I realize it’s actually internal – more things I clear out, more clarity I achieve, the critical mass grows until it fuses.
    Thanks 🙂

    • What’s even more mind blowing is the fact those higher levels actually do become humans

      Well. all those stories from the scriptures, about gods, avatars and saints, had to come from somewhere, so yes, there is indeed evidence of their presence on the physical plane.

      So I asked, and the answer was – nothing (in the sense, nothing besides
      diligently following “the program”) – with an image of incoming
      “explosion”. At first I thought this “explosion” was something external,
      but now I realize it’s actually internal – more things I clear out,
      more clarity I achieve, the critical mass grows until it fuses.

      Good. 🙂

      • Well. all those stories from the scriptures, about gods, avatars and saints, had to come from somewhere, so yes, there is indeed evidence of their presence on the physical plane.

        My first thought was: that makes it even worse, because it removes option of denial.
        But then I realised it seemed like that because I can not perceive any other existence, at least not directly, than this very limited one – and from that perspective – why would such beings limit themselves in such horrible way.
        And them an image came – a supernova can shine it’s light into a light bulb – but that does not make it any less supernova and limitations are bound to a light bulb – which “only” has to remember it is actually a supernova – but this world makes that “only” tricky even for higher level beings … I understand this is much more complex because all images I get are kinder garden level for a good reason 🙂

        But what is truly horrible thought is that a sun can get stuck in a lightbulb in this place … this just unpacked a sparkle of understanding of how evil and unholy this construct is and why you want to completely erase physical plane and everything it has to do with it … and I didn’t even scratch the surface. Fuck.

        • But then I realised it seemed like that because I can not perceive any
          other existence, at least not directly, than this very limited one – and
          from that perspective – why would such beings limit themselves in such
          horrible way.

          I don’t think it’s necessarily a voluntary thing, in a sense of them deciding “oh, it would be a great idea to limit myself to ape senses and brain in a material world where presence of God is obscured to the point of nothingness, my memory is wiped so I can’t remember who I am and what I’m doing there, and I can’t get out if I decide it was a terrible idea”. More likely it was a corollary of something else, for instance “things need to be done there that can only be done by incarnating Divine presence, in whatever limited form the system permits”.

          Sure, this creates situations where a level 3 siddha looks as human as any peasant, of course if his powers over the material world are disabled, which I would expect to be the norm rather than exception. Even more confusingly, Sanat Kumar could tweak things to enable his most loyal servants to have some degree of material powers, to “demonstrate” their “spiritual power and authenticity”, which is why I deliberately excluded the material powers from my definitions, because the trick with the material powers is that you can’t know where they came from. With spiritual powers, that at least is clear, but they are of course not as easily demonstrable, and certainly not to idiots.

        • Just one note here, because “sun” is very generic term opened to interpretations, I was inclined to explain that mental image of sun was symbol for “purity” or “radiating holiness”. I suck at words, everything is close, but nothing quite describes it.

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