The mechanisms of the world-system that I described so far are the basics – essentially, the rule-set of the system itself, that was put there by the designer. However, that’s not all. There are two additional genera of things that I encountered: attractors and supervisors.

I already described the attractors, so I won’t go into much detail there – they are a structure that consists of a power source and some kind of a limited intelligence, and it’s all connected to the global system in a very specific way, to generate the feeling of “magic” around otherwise trivial things, creating spiritual attractiveness – moths to fire, that kind of thing. It’s the inverse projection; a projection is when a soul invests energy into something, to make it feel special and important. This is the object itself radiating the feeling of “specialness” and “importance” in order to attract the souls, which then proceed to feed the feedback loop by creating all sorts of projections of their own. If not for the attractors, we could say we live in a Buddhist world, where we create our own chains and drive the engine of our enslavement with our own energy. However, I’ve seen attractors creating artificial attachments where no natural ones exist, I tested this repeatedly and I’m afraid the phenomenon is real.

The supervisors are, in effect, what you would these days call “AI” connected to the system, with the purpose of actively monitoring the situation and compensating for any anomalies. Similar to the attractors, they consist of a power source, but instead of creating artificial projections and attractions, they power a tulpa of moderate sophistication, all of which look like willing servants of Sanat Kumar, who worship him as the Master and think he’s God. They derive authority from his will and command, and some actually felt like backup copies of old versions of Sanat Kumar’s mind, which means someone could actually take one such backup, and if powered by a big enough structure, you’d get another Satan. Not the same person, mind you, but nobody could tell the difference. For all intents and purposes, they feel like the same character, but lesser in magnitude and with less current knowledge. Sanat Kumar felt like someone who is aware of everything and is completely in charge; these feel like something that was defrosted from the ice age and now tries to figure out what it missed and what’s going on; they feel like they belong in an older version of the world, so to speak. Of course, that’s the case with the old backups that come online as I dismantle the currently active version, so redundancies switch on; I’m not actually sure whether such supervisors were at all active while Sanat Kumar was alive, and whether he did this kind of work personally, or if he just micro-managed them so tightly that I couldn’t feel much difference, but in any case, when I first became aware of this part of the system, it wasn’t good. Everything functioned exactly as he designed it, except that I refused to give up and die under pressure – I basically told him that if he wants me dead, he’ll have to kill me, but I’m not going to do his job for him. However, that seemed to be the trick – he couldn’t. Even the system itself wasn’t allowed to do it, because somehow that was a fundamental breach of contract, and it eventually ended badly for him. However, even with Sanat Kumar dead, the authority over the system still resided with him. The scripts were still doing their job, the attractors were still powered, and the supervisors, well, I can’t honestly tell whether one was present at the time between Sanat Kumar’s death and the point where I noticed older backups coming online; I think there was actually a period where the scripts ran unsupervised, which allowed “the guys up there” to find enough loopholes to pull me from the edge of death and get things working well enough for me to barely survive the following years, because the script seemed to be “blind” now, and didn’t immediately respond to complicated loopholes, the way Sanat Kumar plugged everything up instantly the moment you started to make a plan, which made things only very bad, but not borderline hopeless. At some point I actually started making fun of the “backups” when they threatened me with doom once they manage to locate the Master who for some reason isn’t here now. 🙂

So, if the authority over the system still resides with Sanat Kumar, how does this actually work, him being dead? Well, the thing is, being dead is a spiritual equation that doesn’t always have an unequivocal solution – for instance, a huge part of his authority and identity presently resides with me, since I have absorbed him on kalapa-level, for the most part, and he sinned against me, which according to karmic equations put me in power over him. That, however, is not all. He invested lots of focus in all those backups and supervisors, and his intent in doing this was clear enough, so they persist. Also, and this is a very weird part that will require further explanations, mankind as a whole seems to be “the body of Satan” for all intents and purposes, and most of the spiritual substance recycled by most humans seems to be derived from Sanat Kumar’s global system, so it can be said that they anchor Sanat Kumar in existence by virtue of being incarnate. Actually, they seem to project so hard, trying to fill the empty space where he used to be, that they appear to actually try to create a tulpa that would have all the properties of Sanat Kumar, only it’s very pale – a memory of a ghost, if you will – and this actually made me think whether that’s how Satan actually came to be – if he was merely a very dense tulpa created by human collective focus, iterated upon for millennia, until it became sentient and powerful enough to take control of the world. I still can’t dismiss this possibility outright, but it doesn’t match the majority of the observations, so I set it aside. However, the problem is, if the incarnate humans continue to project energy the ways they do, and this is absorbed by one of the backups, it would in theory, given enough energy, re-create a very real version of Satan. However, the thing is, there isn’t enough energy. The beings that incarnate Sanat Kumar’s will and intent, for all their number, have such minuscule amounts of spiritual energy at their disposal, they couldn’t create a proper demonic entity to haunt someone’s basement, let alone Satan. This is not a democracy, and their number amounts to jack shit. So, we arrive at the conclusion that inertia of the system is an issue, because enough things that remember Satan as he was, and owe their existence to him, embody enough of his essence that he lives on, sort of, in a way. Also, the initial lease on the Jewel hasn’t yet expired, and I haven’t absorbed enough of Sanat Kumar’s substance and authority into myself for the Jewel to recognize that the authority now resides with me.

However, this is not a binary thing, either – I do, apparently, have enough authority for some scripts to obey me, and for others to be put into a real conflict when I issue explicit orders. Also, things seem to get more in my favour as a function of time and my efforts here, so I can see notable improvements over the years. Unfortunately, it also seems to be a function of depletion of energy invested into the world, which makes things exceedingly bad, with all the humans acting increasingly like demon-possessed beasts of insanity, perversion, rage, hate and murder – or like degrading tulpas, which seems to be what’s actually going on. Apparently, the two curves might converge at some point, and I hope this point is not much further in the direction of absolute hell than this, because this is already really, really bad.

How do the scripts actually implement the effect-side of the “karmic” equations?

Let’s take an example of a script that needs to implement either reward or punishment. Let’s say the reward is to increase someone’s popularity in the world, because what he intends to do is seen as beneficial; or, the punishment is to warn humans against that person because he’s seen as disruptive to the system, and everything he does needs to be sabotaged. How does that actually work?

Well, it seems that the humans can actually “sense” those “karmic tags” on other humans, on a subconscious, emotional level, especially if they are completely integrated and loyal to the system. They will, basically, sense if something is “wrong”, and it “doesn’t smell right”. This, basically, means that the priests of the Sanhedrin sensed that something’s “not right” about Jesus, and when they saw “blasphemy”, they didn’t even have to think twice about it, their reaction was immediate, because everything aligned with their “gut feeling” about him. Basically, in order to be in such a high place of power, they already had to be vetted by various scripts of the world, and were, for all intents and purposes, the scripts’ “organ of action” in the visible world. They were selected for worldly power because they were attuned to Sanat Kumar’s will – and, probably, because they recognized him as the “one true God”, probably defined as the creator-maintainer of this world. That’s one of the things the scripts do – promote that which serves the Master, and starve that which opposes him. As a result, you get a manifest worldly hierarchy that is all in service of and in alignment with Satan. If someone in this hierarchy starts to, metaphorically speaking, “rock the boat”, all hell conspires against him and he is removed from power, or from the world in general. So, basically, it’s a very easy and intuitive process – tag someone with either “disruptive” or “constructive” tag, where those tags and their intensity can be sensed on an emotional level by other beings, and especially so by those who were selected for being in strong alignment with the will of the Master. They, then, all do what comes natural to them, and their actions are either affirmed or repudiated by the scripts in charge. Everything looks like a complicated conspiracy, and yet it’s all doable by very simple mechanisms of incentive and iterative action, and on the outside it all looks like “luck”, or “forces of the Cosmos”, conspiring in someone’s favour, or against him.

There’s a thing I would want to clear up regarding the inner workings of the fake karma in this world. Of course, the main irony is that this fake karma works just the way people imagine real karma to work.

The first thing I want to explain is that this world, in its core, isn’t material. Its core is astral, its rules are astral, and the “material” part is merely software – a virtual world similar to a very immersive video game. Basically, you can imagine a video game with a whole virtual world on top that can be perceived by the senses, but underneath it is the system of rules that makes the game – the scoring system, the system that adjusts the behaviour of NPCs and the environment depending on the actions of the player, and so on. Increase this by a level of complexity to accommodate for the fact that every character is playable and they all interact, and you’re close to getting the picture.

The second thing that needs to be properly understood are the scripts. The scripts can be explained as astral code, which is a part of the system itself, but it is segmented. There’s a part that scores player’s behaviour on each action. Another part adjusts the reactions of the environment to the player based on his score. Another part deals with system security and protects the game against undesired things on some list. They are all connected to the system in ways that allow them to see what’s going on, and perform actions based on the rule they embody.

A token is something that can be understood only if you already understand how the scripts work, because it would make no sense otherwise. Imagine that Chinese social credit score, and you’re close enough – it gives the scripts information on how to handle players. Your lowest score is “parasite”. This means you didn’t contribute anything to the system, you just take, and the system reacts to you by “karmic punishment” for taking resources from the system without giving anything in return. As you develop a more favourable ratio of giving and taking, the system revises your score. A token is a special entity that can mark you as, for instance, having a right to expend unlimited resources because you are a VIP. In this case, the script in charge automatically stops evaluating you for karmic retribution on resource expenditure, because you are obviously authorised.

Now let’s extend that into specifics – a professional fisherman has a specific token that allows him to kill fish because that’s his job. He is not karmically charged for it because the scripts see the “tag” and stop processing. A hunter is similarly awarded a “tag” that allows him to kill animals without karmic retribution. I would expect the soldiers to have “tags” that allow them to kill humans in line of their duties. However, if you exceed your privileges, you are karmically charged.

You need to understand that the scripts have very specific duties, because they are intentionally designed to be stupid as fuck and blind as a rock. A script that evaluates tags and tokens doesn’t see your intentions, it doesn’t see you, it sees your permissions and it sees whether action performed is authorized. If authorized, note so and stop processing. If not authorized, note so and stop processing. The next script in line notes “unauthorized” tags on players, processes data, decides punishment and assigns it, then removes the “unauthorized” tag and stops processing. The fourth script executes punishment, removes the punishment assignment and stops processing.

The purpose behind this design is that every single element of the system performs a legitimate and justified function, and their combined actions can create terrible injustices nobody is really responsible for. It’s like the execution of Jesus: the priests evaluate people for religious crimes and detect blasphemy. The Roman authorities execute prisoners condemned by the religious authorities. The crowd cheers based on their perception of what’s going on. The soldiers execute orders. As a result they kill God. Nobody in this entire system said, “I hate God and I want to kill Him”. No – they said they love God and want to serve Him. They intended to do that by detecting and punishing blasphemers. The worldly authorities, on the other hand, want to preserve peace and the rule of law, and an aspect of that is eliminating causes of religious disorder. Since they are not qualified to determine what constitutes religious disorder, they outsourced this to the local religious authorities. As a result, everybody has “good intentions” and are “only doing their job”, and the result is evil and injustice of the highest order. The key elements necessary for this are ignorance of the facts, and segmentation of duties. Even without any malice or evil intent involved, this is a recipe for disaster, and I assure you, there is often malice and evil intent involved – in labelling an embodied God as “false prophet”, “blasphemer”, and “seducer of men”, for instance. However, if you are an evil person in charge of the whole thing, what you want is to merely create the environment where you don’t have to do anything: you just enforce ignorance, enforce strict and very segmented rules, and evil things just happen as a result. You just have to feign ignorance of intent and involvement, and you will be impossible to punish. If you want to stay in power, just make rules that mark those opposing you as disruptive elements, removing their protective tags and tokens, and then the other scripts will process them as disruptive parasites that are routinely starved of resources and exposed to routine punishment for eating and breathing.

So, why did Satan allow Jesus to be falsely charged and executed, if he, at least, knew the truth? Shouldn’t that be sinful? It’s actually very simple – it would go contrary to his mission statement and intent of testing what the souls would do if all answers were not given to them from the start. OK, you say you love and serve God; would you recognize God if things were not completely obvious? Of course you would. You wouldn’t mind me testing that, would you? OK, so God crossed your path in form of a man, and said He’s God. You saw a man saying he’s God and called this blasphemy. This is a fail on a legitimate test, from Satan’s perspective. But wait, you will say, shouldn’t he then protect Jesus from the consequences of other people’s failures of judgment? Not really, since Jesus actually accepted his fate and thus gave Satan a pass on this. What Satan actually had to do is convince Jesus that he’ll “purchase” Satan’s contract on the world if he allows himself to be killed by Satan unjustly. However, he was actually expected to try deception, and succeeding in his stated intent to test you is not actually punishable. So, Satan very subtly deceived Jesus, because he actually told him the truth – if he killed Jesus in the described way, this would be a direct sin and, as such, would give the damaged party huge power over the culpable party. However, by accepting this Jesus actually legally performed suicide by religious fanatics – he ordered his students to get swords, which was punishable by death under Roman law; he also knew that he will be betrayed and taken, and accepted it instead of evading it as usual. Satan didn’t really have to do anything, and so he just allowed the cogs and wheels to turn, in ignorance and law. Some were deceived, some failed their tests, some just did their job, and terrible evil was wrought. Even if Jesus had tokens that would normally protect him, he gave those protections up by voluntarily accepting a course of events that was presented to him as God’s plan, and he was obedient to God in all things. So, according to Satan’s mission statement, humans involved in the prosecution and execution of Jesus either failed their spiritual test, or just did their job and are not culpable. Jesus, on the other hand, passed his spiritual test because he was loyal and obedient to God, but failed the test of discrimination and ego which caused his painful death, and so he has nobody to blame for this. We have a saying in Croatia for this: “pojeo vuk magare”, or in rough translation “a wolf ate a donkey”, which means “all par for the course”.

People often implicitly assume that when things take an unpleasant turn in this world, that it’s an aberration, a wrong that needs to be righted. However, according to both Buddhism and Yoga, things going wrong is normal here. If you want to attain buddhahood, you are swimming against the current, trying to calm natural fluctuations of the mind, and fight against the nature of this world. This world is designed to be as bad a place as can exist and still allow souls to be bound to it, and human body is a very poor vehicle for the soul. For all intents and purposes, it’s a vicious animal bound by instincts that almost always go against one’s better angels, and you need to be constantly in control, or the waters will close above your head as you are pulled in. This is not a cheerful prospect, of course, but it’s not intended to amuse you or lift your mood, but to describe things as they are. In fact, it is my opinion that the optimistic worldviews, that tell you that it is normal for things to be great, will actually make you feel terrible, because they will make you think that things going wrong is somehow your fault, and you will feel both guilty and ashamed for what might appear as your personal failure. The truth, however unpleasant, will lift his burden from you.

Catholics have a term for one of those terrible things that seem to be designed into the world – they call it “the dark night of the soul”. It is a state where a saintly person, through no fault of their own, is separated from the presence of God, while Satan and the worldly forces are allowed to tempt, test and molest them. This seems to be so common, it’s a rule of the world rather than an exception: it might be one of those things God conceded to Satan, allowing him to test souls here, according to the original contract, and a saint who is constantly in the presence of God seems to defy this rule. Of course, God is allowed to have a presence here and to be able to argue His point, because that too is part of the test, but God is not allowed to prevail by offering such an overwhelming and constant support to those who had chosen Him, that all further tests provided by the Prince of this world are made to look insignificant. The tests must be real, and in order to test someone really highly initiated and holy, and in order for the test to be valid, they need to be brought to a very real breaking point. Forty days of fasting in a desert, followed by temptations by Satan, remember? But compared to what some others had, this looks very easy. Some had decades in a spiritual desert, separated from any kind of a transcendental vision, having to rely only on their intrinsic nature in order to overcome the entirety of hell conspiring against them.

I once heard an interpretation of the “dark night” as a depression. This is completely false. The dark night of the soul is not a depression, it’s what humans call being human. It’s the existence separated from the vision of God, devoid of transcendental experiences, but immersed in the world and the senses. Yes, what a saint calls a dark night of the soul, humans call human life. So, while the condition itself is not depression, to a saintly person it can indeed cause depression, but this is not helpful in any way and is to be avoided, because nobody is going to pull you out, and depression causes damage you’ll eventually have to fix, on your own.

It’s interesting that only the Catholics had sufficient wisdom and experience to recognize this phenomenon, although I am quite certain that it is not limited to their membership. The rest, probably, think it signifies some personal failing, a spiritual fall, a sign of being impure and unworthy of God’s presence, and this is why I said that optimistic and positive worldviews can actually cause suffering, because if you don’t understand that such conditions are a necessary part of worldly existence and not a sign of personal failings, it will actually add to your misfortunes.

People reading my books and articles are usually under a misapprehension that I must be in some kind of an ecstatic trance, either constantly or at least while I produce such spiritual artefacts, but they couldn’t be more wrong. I have been enduring a “dark night” ever since 2007 or something like that (I don’t precisely remember); one of the “guys up there” showed himself to me, apologized that they will have to keep the distance until the very end because it is necessary (I didn’t quite understand the reason at the time, but it had something to do with the open fight against Satan, that I started around that time) and went away. I didn’t think much of it then, because I had no idea that it will be decades, and not, for instance, months. The strongest texts I ever wrote were made after that point, from the position of me whirling up spiritual substance from the human position in order to reach what has been taken away from me. Some of those texts were written during sickness or karmic transformations that include terrible suffering. It’s all incredibly unpleasant even with the more-less good knowledge of what’s going on; if I had to endure it while thinking it’s all my fault, that I must have done something to cause it because I live in a perfect world made by perfect God and everything bad that’s going on here must necessarily be my fault, it would have been much worse.

You see, it seems that one of the rules of this place says that anyone hostile to Satan that is incarnated in this place, who intends to undermine his rule and defeat him, can have no help from God, in a sense where he would be guided from above in his actions, or be spiritually maintained by God’s presence that would help him endure. No – those fighting him have to do so in a desert, without “food and water”, without hope or encouragement, using only their own human resources. Satan also has some limitations – he can’t, for instance, directly kill his enemy, because that’s an instant loss. He can, however, go about it in indirect ways – “inspire” other humans, for instance, marking his enemy with something the Romans called “aquae et igni interdictio”, barring anyone from giving access to water or fire to the excommunicated person under a threat of death penalty. This is done using various “scripts” of the world, in order for the order to kill not to be traceable to Satan – it’s cloaked as a command to “not support enemies of the Lord and the good worldly order He installed”. Also, if the saint made fatal mistakes while under misapprehensions caused by Satan fighting back, that would be too bad. If other souls were persuaded by Satan to fight against such a saintly person, thinking that by doing so they are serving God or something, that would also be too bad. Those seduced and deceived souls would of course get all the karmic punishment for such an act, which would also be too bad (insert animated gif of Muttley snickering).

Basically, an open fight against Sanat Kumar, while incarnated here, is designed by the intrinsic rules of the system to be a death penalty by withdrawing all support from the system, and invoking all kinds of hostility from everybody that is in service of Satan. This is a self-defence mechanism built into the word-illusion, and in normal conditions it dooms any attacker. Historically, the effectiveness of this was such that Sanat Kumar got complacent, and, when things didn’t immediately work in my case, he got nervous and eventually made a mistake. It happened to have significant consequences for him. However, the things he set in motion remain in motion until the scripts receive a contravening command from the person in command. If this seat is vacant, a valid command can’t be issued.

Basically, what Satan tries to do to his enemies here is layered – first, try to deceive and seduce, to get them to willingly join their power with him. Second, try to cause them to make mistakes, so that they get in deeper trouble, and also have nobody else to blame. Third, deceive other souls to be an instrument of evil – this is a double whammy, because if those souls end up destroyed, that’s all par for the course. Fourth, deny support from the world system, deny access to resources and energy of the world, deny access to God. In my case, and I think in my case alone, he had to tweak and micro-manage this last one, because things didn’t seem to work – for instance, there didn’t seem to be any apparent result from cutting my connection with God, because I am God, for all intents and purposes – mani padme, if you will. I just don’t have transcendental vision and power. Also, he cut me away from means of earning money (which is very deadly here), and very successfully sabotaged all my business plans, however I saw a hole in the script-logic and exploited it: if people just gave me money, without promise of anything in return, and without me directly asking for it in such a way that it would be a transaction, that would work. Basically, if they volunteered, and I shrugged, this would go under the radar.

What does this say about me, again? That I’m obviously not quite human? True. However, what absolutely nobody seems to understand is that this means that my capacity for suffering far exceeds that of a human – or, surviving prolonged, extreme spiritual agony, at least. I can suffer much more, and for longer, without going insane, evil, atheist or simply dying. Basically, I wasn’t nailed to a cross, because that’s merely one bad afternoon. No – I had the maximum level of suffering that I can possibly take, which in my case is caused by being separated from God, and that was extended for decades. The condition Jesus was in on the cross, immediately before death, where he lamented that God had forsaken him, couldn’t endure it, and died? That moment is every moment of my day, every day. Only I don’t get to die.

That is the condition in which I wrote all of my best work; and I would take my suffering over the greatest joy the entire mankind derives from this world – every single time, every single instance, because in order to be able to truly suffer, you need to miss something, and in order to miss it, you need to be there, in a way. This is why “dark night of the soul” is sort of a misnomer; there is a different way to state this: “the light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it”.

A question that invariably crops up as I talk about deception attacks by Satan and demons is “how to defend oneself”.

Since I do not wish to write a whole book about astral self-defence, I will summarise things.

First, there is no substitute for discrimination. If you are unable to discern between phenomena, you are doomed. If you are unable to discern between Satan looking like Jesus, and God looking like Jesus, you are fucked and neither God nor guru can help you, because whatever anyone tells you, you will understand it wrongly and get fucked.

Second, sin is deadly. Do not commit offences against your enemies, because that makes you vulnerable, because to sin against someone is to give yourself as a gift in retribution. Always stay within the confines of justice and righteousness. Only if you are firmly anchored in God and you for all intents and purposes are God, you can violate this rule, because when God attacks evil things, this is not a violation of the karmic law, but affirmation thereof.

Third, opening up towards others is a bad idea. You need to be open towards God; with everything else, you need to be reserved and level-headed. Accept neither criticism nor acclaim. How important is this? Let’s say that some of the most effective attacks Satan deployed against my former students were along the line of ridiculing them for being someone’s students, “belonging to a cult” and “not thinking with their own head”. Since they implicitly assumed that they must remain open to others, not be “fanatical” about anything, they automatically started behaving in ways that will deflect and disarm such criticism (which implies that the criticism is valid) and they gradually all fell off and usually committed serious karmic offences along the way. A smart person armed with discrimination would answer such criticism by simply conceding – yes, I’m devoted to God and the guru, I’m a yogi, that’s all that I care about, thanks for your concern but fuck off now, I need to pray, serve and obey.

Satan uses the same attack vector against everybody – accuses religious people of being God’s sheep and not thinking with their own heads, accuses women of being submissive to men and not “emancipated”, praises people for doing things that will destroy their lives, encourages men to be “alpha” and not follow anyone and so on. The attack targets the ego that is inherently insecure and in need of support from others. This needs to be recognized and you need to understand that only God matters, and the only confirmation you need is being with God. Without that, nothing matters; with that, nothing matters. With God, if you need to lead others, it will be God leading them and you serving. With God, if you follow, you will follow only God because other things will be abominable. In both cases God leads, you follow, and the result is salvation and happiness. Without God, you are lost, you fumble around, and eventually are doomed. Avoid this entire branch of the tree of life lest thou be thoroughly fucked.

Every kind of accepting things from enemies is harmful. Every kind of opening up towards enemies in order to prove something is harmful. What you need to do is focus on God and do your sadhana. What is bad but unavoidable, surrender to God to transform. Every spiritual authority other than God and your guru is irrelevant and possibly influenced by the enemy, and is to be ignored. Every scripture other than what your guru told you to learn is irrelevant and a possible distraction by the enemy. The primary mode of learning should be absorption of properties of God into self in a state of darshana. Everything else is merely a crutch whose purpose is to get you there. Everything that distracts you from that is to be avoided and ignored. Only when you have achieved proper initiation should you focus on learning how to do things in the world, but this time maintaining proper focus on God. Focusing on things of the world without your consciousness firmly anchored in God is a sure way to get fucked. Avoid sharing your opinions about spiritual things with others unless you are so entrenched in God that your opinions are shastra.