“Daddy, why didn’t Jesus and Mary save us when we prayed to them?”
The man sighed and considered the question for a while. “It is complicated, Albert, but I’ll try to tell you how I see it. It’s not necessarily exactly right, because I don’t know much either, but I will try”. The child nodded seriously.
“I don’t think the Church taught us exactly how things are. You can see for yourself how things are different than we were taught. For instance, they said that Jesus brought salvation to mankind, but they meant it in a sense of forgiveness of sins, and in reality, it seems to be about the light of God reaching through the darkness of the world, so that everybody who holds on to it and believes in it could be saved. However, the Church teaches that everybody has a soul, and that the souls are all equal, and that doesn’t seem to be the case at all, because there are much more people on Earth than there are souls that came from heaven. And so, it seems that I had a soul; more accurately, that I was a soul, while you, your sister and mommy were born on Earth for the first time and you could develop souls, but it would require some time, and you just started forming souls when you died. This means you would have either died for real, as your body died, or you would have gone to a place where souls go if they don’t know or don’t care about God”, he frowned.
“Does this mean that the light our Lady sent to us gave us God?”, the little girl asked.
“I think it means exactly that, Hilde. When I died and came before her, I pled with her to save you, and she told me there is nothing she can do, because that world is under the rule of Satan and God has no power there other than spiritual influence and pointing the way out, which Jesus bought with his sacrifice on the cross. She wept with me as she sent me away, and I was certain that nothing could be done and was heartbroken. However, as we were later told, she was so distraught that she sacrificed a part of her own soul and sent it to the three of you, so that if you accepted her light, you could have eternal life and come to live here with me”, he smiled at his daughter.
“Does this mean that our Lady is greater than Jesus? If Jesus couldn’t save us, and she did, does it mean she is the real God?”, the girl frowned.
“No. From what I was told, the Lady and Jesus are equals. Both are persons of the One True God, and they seem to be like brother and sister. They are both equally holy and we need to respect them. Lady Hypatia, however, made a personal sacrifice for our family, the way Jesus did for all of Earth, and this is why our family owes her a great debt and we will always worship her as our personal saviour”, he finished, and both children nodded seriously.
“But why is this an exception? I am sure that many others suffered like we did. Many people in our village died of hunger just this winter, and yet we heard that we are the first case in history that someone was saved like we were? Wouldn’t it be righteous that all are saved?”, his wife voiced her thoughts.
“It’s a good question. However, from what I managed to understand listening to Lord Teacher Padmasambhava, righteousness has absolutely nothing to do with any of it. In essence, Satan created that world to spite God. The souls that went there did so out of their own free will, and against Gods’ advice. This means nobody owed me anything, as I made my own choice and the fact that it turned out bad was my own fault. As for you, you were born there according to the natural order of things in that place, and you also had no claim to any special treatment. The Judges of Karma that receive the dead are volunteers; they help out of the goodness of their hearts, not out of duty or obligation of any kind. They could all stop doing it at any moment and nobody would think worse of them, let alone punish them. God sent Jesus there out of his goodness and compassion, not out of obligation. In essence, we don’t have the right to anything, quite literally. We mixed our fates with Satan, or were born in his world, and if we had any rights to begin with, we forfeited them as we got involved with his rebellion against God. The very fact that there are Gods who spend most of their time helping the unfortunate souls that come to heaven from Earth, all broken and suffering, is a great mercy in itself. The fact that God put the Light of Christ in the world to give us hope and salvation is also a great mercy. But what the Lady did for us, it exceeds anything that ever happened to anyone in the history of mankind. She wept for us and pled our case before other Gods, and sacrificed a part of her own soul to give you an opportunity to have eternal life, if you accepted it, which you fortunately all did. This is not a right. It is such an exceptional mercy, that even the other Gods seem to be stunned at what she did”, the man’s voice shook, and his wife embraced him.
“The Light of God that came for us, was that part of the Lady’s soul?”, Hilde asked.
“Yes”, the man nodded solemnly.
“It was so clear and wonderful”, the girl nodded and smiled. “It was the best thing I ever felt in my entire life. But you say the light of Jesus was also there. Why didn’t I feel it? When I heard about Jesus, it was all confusing and I didn’t understand anything, and I didn’t feel his light”, she continued.
“That’s because it’s hard. To perceive the light of Christ, as they told me, you need to really understand the Bible, and understand who Christ was, and get the feeling of his holy presence, and then you latch onto his light, which the Church calls the Holy Spirit, and you need to always follow its guidance in all that you do. However, it’s not easy and not everybody succeeds. Also, Satan is working really hard to confuse people and distract them from this, so that they wouldn’t get eternal life, and would stay enslaved to him on Earth, being born again there or going to that desolate, terrible place where godless souls go when they die”, Berfrid ruffled the girl’s hair.
“I can’t imagine how wonderful it must be to be the Lady, if a small part of her soul, that she sent for us, felt so wonderful. It was God, and we accepted it instantly because it was such truth and happiness that I never thought possible”, said the boy.
“That’s why she’s a Goddess”, her mother nodded. “She is all made of God stuff, so when she took a part of her and sent it for us, that part was God, like the rest of her. It is our great fortune that Father pled for us with her and that she was so compassionate, because we were barely holding onto our last breaths as her light came, and we would have died in that terrible place, cold and hungry and alone, not knowing what happened to Father”, she shivered. “Children, we have a serious obligation now. We promised to worship the Lady forever, and it’s not merely out of gratitude. It is because she is the most wonderful person we ever saw; she is the holy sister of Christ and nobody is holier or worthier of our worship, and our spiritual path is now to become more like her and know her more, by thinking about her and praising her. There is nothing more important and valuable than that, and Lord Padmasambhava confirmed to Father that this is the way all Gods do: they became Gods by worshipping each other, and they continue to do so now. They are all family to each other, they love each other and obey each other, and we should do the same, for it would be a great sin if we forgot the Lady’s light now that we are saved by it. Instead, we should cherish this opportunity, and be like that light to each other and to other souls”, Isalde spoke seriously but choking with bliss, and her children embraced her.
“I promise to all three of you that I will love you and cherish you as I love and cherish the Lady’s holy person, as part of her lives as the three of you now, so you are now most sacred to me”, their father embraced them all. “Never forget that a part of a most holy person of God lives in you now, and as holy people you have a duty to make that light grow brighter, and never be extinguished”.
“We swear”, all three spoke in unison.
“Wait, if a part of a girl God is my soul now, does it mean that I will be a girl now?”, the boy voiced his confusion.
“No”, his father smiled. “It means you will become a man who had felt the spiritual taste of a girl God, and so when you love a woman, you will know how to guide her towards that goal, so that both of you can live in God”.