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Fejka

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I’ve been wondering why LLM fake-AI systems manage to be so effective, since they are essentially glorified autocomplete; basically, they are a neural network based probability engine that determines what’s the most likely next word in a sentence.

Maybe because most humans are a neural-network based probability engine that’s also very good at figuring out the next thing that’s expected for them to say. And then this crossed my mind:

“FEJKA artificial potted plants don’t require a green thumb. Perfect when you have better things to do than water plants and pick up dead leaves. You’ll have everyone fooled because they look so lifelike.”

That’s what most people are. They are a fejka. LLM systems merely stumbled upon this fact by accident. A fake artificial intelligence can learn to finish sentences, paragraphs and entire articles in passable ways because that’s what fake human intelligence does – finish sentences in a “correct” way in order to avoid ridicule and punishment. Everybody knows what to say and all their conversations are formulaic and predictable to the point where someone learned how to make a computer system that does the same thing.

It’s not just text. People learn how to take photographs in a formulaic way that gets them acclaim and avoids ridicule. They learn how to have spiritual experiences that will get them acclaim and avoid ridicule, because they are of the exact same kind as everybody else’s, which is what created the idea of religions having the same origin and goal and it’s all the same thing. It’s because everybody has been copying homework from others. They are all fejka plastic potted plants. Looks like the real thing, but even better, because you don’t have to water it.

Now that I think about it more, human brain seems to be very good at doing the human autocomplete thing on autopilot when there’s no soul in the driver’s seat. The corollary is that spiritual awakening is the point where a soul wakes up in the body and actually starts perceiving things, paying attention and controlling actions – “oh fuck, I’m driving a car”. That’s why actual souls can be perceived as weird compared to a fejka NPC – a fejka knows what it has to say next. An actual soul has to figure it out, and is likely to say the “wrong thing”.

Offline

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I recently had too much on my plate to be able to write anything relevant; karmic processing isn’t fun, and both Biljana and I have been under it quite severely. We barely even managed to go out and take pictures, and that really says something.

But, some pictures do get taken:

Biljana got her new Canon R5 body, which would normally mean lots of photography, but, as I said, karmic processing is no joke.

We are taking things very slowly and carefully. My new A7CR body and compact lenses are in the mail, and will arrive eventually.

A mini tripod did arrive, and that’s something I will eventually be able to put in the backpack and do some mountaintop astrophotography, unless end of the world comes first.

As for the war that’s currently going on, it’s proceeding as expected: the American attractor is empty; I removed its power cells, and now America can no longer sell its bullshit and everybody hates them. Similar things are happening with Israel, with a distinction that I didn’t have to do anything. In fact, I was careful not to mess with it, lest I collapse an avalanche of karmic rubble upon myself, now that I’m already overextended. Fortunately, Biljana is now strong enough to be able to help, so I don’t have to do everything on my own. She probably doesn’t feel all that fortunate at the moment, but that’s how that works. 🙂

Just a heads up, really; we are struggling, but managing to stay afloat. We had much worse in the early years; having money helps. Hvar also helps, but only in the recovery phase, after the karmic processing; we can heal from the damage more quickly here, and in the Plitvice lakes, than anywhere else. But while this stuff is ongoing, nothing really helps, and many things can make it worse.

Israel

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There must be some attractor placed around Israel. There are just too many flies gathered there for it to be an accident, or, as Jesus put it, “wherever the carcass is, there the eagles will be gathered together”.

Also, the people who used to be bound to the American attractor are now perfectly happy to sacrifice America in order to do Israel’s bidding, which is indicative. I didn’t personally see the spiritual structure there, and I’m pretty sure I don’t want to, because I have more than enough on my plate already, but circumstantial evidence is pretty strong. I mean, a worldly thing or a place that presents itself as spiritual, there are not many of those. Varanasi for the Hindus, and Israel. Maybe Mecca for the Muslims, but I don’t see anything even remotely spiritual about it.

Errors that never mattered

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If you look at my old books and other writing, it’s obvious that I was under several serious misapprehensions. I also didn’t understand all of it correctly. How is it, then, that I was not harmed by those misapprehensions – like, at all? And how is it that my former students could never be justified in disobeying me?

Some of the misapprehensions look quite serious – I thought Sanat Kumar was the Purusha of the Earth, basically the aspect of God dedicated to spiritual evolution in this place. This sounds very much like thinking Satan is in fact God. Which I did. I also thought his plan of evolving people to higher initiation was good. So, I basically said “excellent plan, let me help you with that”, and I assisted people in evolving to attain higher initiation.

Yes, I thought he was God. So I focused on God, saw what is the right thing to do, and did it. I suspect Satan was not at all happy with how that went, but basically, you can’t deceive someone who already has a connection to God. You either pretend you’re God well enough to pass, in which case you can’t effectively do anything harmful, or you try to deceive and you are ignored because it’s not of God. He tried deceiving me both personally and through his sock puppet of Sai Baba, and he used all kinds of sophisticated deceptions, the stuff that would make your skin crawl, on the limits of nirvikalpa samadhi. When I was deceived, it was because deceptions were very good. However, nothing sticks. I went to India, saw that Sai Baba doesn’t have the mantric signature of God, and used the mantric signature of God to break down his playground. Deceiving me works about as well for Satan as catching a big hornet works for a small spider. Successfully caught hornet in net. Net broken.

So, whatever I did then, it had the mantric signature of God and led to God. When I was under some misapprehension, I charged it with the mantric signature of God. The “guys up there” were not allowed to reveal the truth about Sanat Kumar; I had to figure it out myself first before they could confirm it. They could, however, show me enough of the real stuff for his deceptions to fail. I also didn’t know how exactly and why the Kundalini techniques I used work. I knew that they do. The entire theory was gradually revealed decades later. I didn’t have to change a single thing about the techniques, because those were revealed in perfect form very early on, before I started working with students. That’s why nobody is justified in renouncing me by citing my mistakes and misapprehensions. It all had the mantric signature of God. The technical system works. The theoretical understanding came later, but that’s the least important part, and one can attain higher initiation without it, obviously.

That’s why I left my old books as they are, without revising them. It’s a historic record of how things were revealed to me and how my understanding evolved. To say it was all there at once would be wrong, and it would misrepresent the process. It also shows that it doesn’t matter if all is not revealed at once, because what is revealed early is what is needed to reach the point where you get more. Reject that, and you rejected God. That’s how it is. Also, God did this as a test. I was deliberately imperfect, flawed and weakened, so that there would be a possibility of failure to correctly identify me and act accordingly. I also don’t think Satan would allow something that is completely unambiguous to manifest in his world – there always must be room for doubt, so that he could have something to work with.

Success

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I managed to finally find the hummingbird moth in proper context and for long enough to take pictures:

I usually just find them dead after they got stuck in the stairwell, so this is an improvement. 🙂

What’s the reason why I finally managed to get it? Nothing, really. I just kept doing the same thing that failed before. I went to a blossoming tree with a camera in hope the bugs show up. The lesson, I guess, is that failure isn’t necessarily a sign you are doing something wrong, and reading too much into either failure or success isn’t beneficial. It can be merely a matter of time, or statistics, or factors completely out of your control, such as bugs really liking that tree you chose.

What am I actually suggesting here? There was lots of quasi-spiritual nonsense floating around in the 1990s and I guess most of it kind of stuck with people, and they just assume it implicitly. The problem is, that stuff all mostly contradicts itself:

  • if you keep failing, maybe the Universe is trying to tell you something
  • follow your bliss
  • you need to persist if things are hard, because that treasure chest might be just one inch below the point you stopped digging
  • if you stop struggling and let go, you might find out that the outcome you feared might be nothing at all

You see what I’m getting at? It’s all nice sounding motivational bullshit. Maybe the Universe is telling you something, or maybe the bugs just aren’t there that day and you’re doing everything right. If you persist, you might waste your life doing the wrong things, or you might eventually succeed, because it’s merely a matter of statistics, and the thing that led to success isn’t any different than the thing that produced failure before. If you give up, you might regret it, or you might find out that what you feared isn’t really a big deal. It’s basically all some kind of copium people like smoking because it feels nice and comforting. The problem is, in the 1990s when this nonsense was trending, everybody believed it, because they were all reading from the same script and copying each other’s homework. This is also the reason why all those supposedly enlightened people sound so similar. No, it’s not because “The Truth is One”, it’s because they are copying each other’s homework.

Also, if you keep succeeding at things, maybe you should try doing something hard for a change. Basically, if all you’re doing is adding single digit numbers and you keep succeeding, you may think you’re a genius, but there’s another word for an adult stuck in first grade.