X-Ftn-To: Danijel 

"Danijel"  wrote:
>> Meni se cini da si ti nesuvisao, a to ti ni Krist ne moze oprostiti,
>> naime, to se lijeci vjezbom u razmisljanju.
>
>Jedna je stvar sto se tebi cini, a druga je sto Krist moze.

Je, svasta moze Krist, osim tvrdokornu oholu budalu poput tebe nauciti
istinskoj poniznosti.

>Razmisljaj o tome.

Imam ja nesto za tebe, o cemu bi ti, skupa s Zeljkom Zidovom, mogao
razmisljati. Radi se o NDE svjedocanstvu covjeka koji je poput tebe,
koji je bio jako uvjeren u svoju krscansku duhovnost:
...
As I stood before the gates, the sense of joy, happiness, and
contentment radiated out from heaven.  I could feel the warmth it
produced and as I stood there to plead my case, I could feel the
awesome power of God.

Boldly I came before the throne and started out by reminding God what
a great life of love, worship, and sacrifice I had lived for him. I
told him of all the works I had done reminding him that I had accepted
him when I was quite young and that I had served him all my life for
all these many years.  I reminded him that I was now in trouble and
only God could help by granting me an extension of my physical life.
God was totally silent while I spoke.  When I had completed my
request, I heard the real, audible voice of God as God answered me.

The sound of his voice came down on me from over the gates even before
the words hit me. The tone of his anger knocked me on my face as God
proceeded to tell me just what kind of life I had really lived.  God
told me what God really thought of me and even others who did as I
had.  God pointed out that my faith was dead, that my works were not
acceptable, and that I had labored in vain. God told me that it was an
abomination for me to live such a life and then dare call it a life of
worship.

I could not believe God was talking to me in this manner!  I had
served him for years!  I thought I had lived a life pleasing to him!
As God was enumerating my wrongs, I was sure God had me confused with
someone else. There was no strength left in me to even move, let alone
protest, yet I was panicking within myself.  

No way God could be talking about me!  I just could not believe that
what God said was referring to me!  All of these years I thought I was
doing those works for God!  Now God was telling me that what I did, I
did for myself. Even as I preached and testified about the saving
grace of Jesus Christ, I was doing that only for myself in order that
my conscience might be soothed. In essence, my first love and first
works were for myself. After MY needs and wants were met or satisfied,
in order to soothe my conscience I would set out to do the Lord's
work. This made my priorities out of order and unacceptable. Actually,
I had become my own false God.

Only now as I was here before him being chastised did those two
portions of scripture become crystal clear to me as to their true
meaning. As God told me about my true motives, I could see plainly for
the first time how my works were dead. Because God was displaying his
wrath toward me, I could not stand nor could I speak.  No strength was
left within me as I was nothing more than a wet rag lying there
writhing in agony.

It needs to be stated that at no time while God was chastising me did
God say I was not saved nor did God say that my name was not in the
lamb's book of life.  God never mentioned salvation to me at all but
only spoke about the works produced through my life. God told me the
type of life I lived was an unacceptable life for a true Christian. As
God spoke to me of my dead works, God indicated that there are some
people who are not saved but think they are.
...

Jako se dobro zamisli, i shvati da bi ti se lako moglo pokazati da
pravis racun bez krcmara, drzeci kako si na strani koju ce Bog
podrzati. Moglo bi ti se desiti da ti istina o tebi bude sudac, a oni
koje sada gledas s visine i drzis im prodike o stvarima u koje se sam
najmanje razumijes, da ti budu porota.

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