X-Ftn-To: Miha 

Miha  wrote:
>na sre?u u nesre?i, 

Piše se "sre?u u nesre?i", šugo nepismena.

>Vicko piše pametnije stvari nego ?eš ih ti
>ikada pisati, 

Kad to kaže netko tko ne zna razliku izme?u ? i ?, treba procjenu
množiti s -1 i di?i na minus prvu.

>Uostalom, nadam se
>da ono što sam ?uo o tebi nije istina, da si bio u sanatoriju.

Kakva je sad ovo provala, nadaš se da nije istina? Ti se nadaš da je
istina nešto gore od onoga što stvarno jest istina, da bi to nekako
mogao iskoristiti protiv mene, a još se više nadaš da si natrapao na
nekakvu mra?nu tajnu za koju ja ne želim da se sazna. Problem je u
tome da to nije tajna, to sam napisao nekoliko puta ovdje i na
me?unarodnim listama u raznim kontekstima, valjda sam to trebao
spomenuti negdje u knjizi da budalama ne pada na pamet da to spominju,
samo što je toliko nebitno da se nisam mogao domisliti gdje bi to
imalo smisla napisati; bio sam u ludnici nakon pokušaja samoubojstva
1990-te, a pustili su me nakon što su promijenili nekoliko nesuvislih
i me?usobno proturje?nih dijagnoza, da bi ih na kraju sve odbacili. 
Za one koji ho?e detalje, quotam tekst koji sam napisao u 4. mjesecu
ove godine za Kundalini-Gateway@onelist.com mailing listu:
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Another poll... well, I might as well participate in one. :)
I was committed to a mental institution at one time, but it didn't
have anything to do with Kundalini, it had to do with my suicide
attempt when I was 17; my situation in life was so bad, that my
brother and I decided to kill ourselves. We nearly pulled it off, we
barely survived, but the result was that I was locked up in a psycho
ward for two years (I was older, so I was the one to blame). I wish it
were K-related, I'd have more to talk about. :) This way, it was just
another trauma, bad enough to be useful: I had to wake up and start
functioning, because the situation was so bad, that I had the choice
to either snap out of it, or to die there. I had more than enough
experience with "modern psychiatry": folks, if you ever get tempted to
ask for psychiatric help, don't. I never saw a situation where they
helped people, they just make them numb and dormant so that they don't
make trouble. Trying to keep my mind functioning in spite of their
drugs was one of the most difficult things I ever had to do. Looking
backwards, I was crazy as hell, but they still misdiagnosed me, I was
talking nonsense but they didn't recognize that nonsense as a
defensive mechanism, created to save me from the hell I was in; it's
difficult to remember a day when my parents didn't beat the shit out
of me, for practically no reason; my life was completely deprived of
love and I blamed God for it, and I created a very weird parallel
worldview that kept me going, more-less. It was made mostly of
nonsense and delusions, yes, but the psychiatrists just added to the
problem, with their utter lack of compassion, understanding and
empathy. Their impersonal treatment of people just showed me what I
must never become. Yuck.
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Dakle, Miha, bravo, otkrio si mra?nu tajnu koju znate samo ti i još
nekoliko stotina ljudi, i koju možeš na?i i u mojim arhivama negdje na
webu. Wow, koje otkri?e. Možda otkriješ i da sam svojevremeno pisao s
tatine mail adrese, to je još jedna sablažnjiva stvar koju nitko ne
zna i koja se može upotrijebiti protiv mene. ;))

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